Tuesday, April 29, 2008
i failed
i tryed to get drunk last night, i drank alot, but it just made me tired i think i fell asleep my 11pm on a day off thats too early. i find it hard to get drunk by myself, i tryed i drank continuesly for hours i went through, almost a 20 pack of budwieser and i had a couple stella artois, i still have a 12 pack of coors light with the new top that features a built in shotgun vent, i dont know what they call it but that what i think its for, it so you can slam the beer with out it glugging and getting foamy, pretty sweet, i got this 12 pack for free a couple weeks ago and havent drunk it yet i normally dont drink anymore jsut a few at band practice and when im at my folks place but last night and today i feel like beer. i wonder why i couldnt get drunk last night i had a great buzz but i wasnt drunk not by the standard me and karl bakla set years ago, i dont know what those standard are but if your not pooping on a fence or trying to push a jeep through that fence and your not chacing each other around trying to pee on the other or firing bottle rockets at each other then your not drunk!~
welcome.
welcome to my blog, my friends talked me into it. im always commenting on theres so they suggested i get my own.
i stayed home again this weekend, 2 days with out getting dressed, thats right, i only got dressed this morning to take out the garbage and i wasnt happy about that. the only thing i did hygenically was brush my teeth, i feel disgusting yet free. i wanted to go to the gym at my condo today, but dreaded leaving the house, i fugure someone would probably want to talk to me, or look at me, or something else sociable.
dont get me wrong i go out sometimes, fuck i just now realized i blew off partying with a buddy this sunday fuck we were supposed to get fucked up. goddammit. that sucks. but man i was exhausted, sunday was the end of a 50 hour work week when ive been used to 30 hours every 2 weeks and i also got fucked up at band practice on saturday after a long day, i fucking hate my job. i was gonna go apply at another dealership today, but blew that off too casue i didnt want to leave the house. i feel really bad about blowing off andrew hes a fucking rad dude, he likes some punk, though he likes blind mellon too, fucking funny. we have the same kinda of sarcastic dry, offensive kinda sence of humor. i think we just both lack personalities, or whatever i dont fucking know.
today i think i found an easy way to play walk the line by johnny cash, on the guitar, yesterday i found a cooler way for me to play suzie q by creedence clear water revivial on my bass, a couple weeks a go i wrote a basic blues bass line for my band im really looking forward to writing this fall, im hoping to bring a more hard edge to the blues rock the other guys in the band want to play, for now weve been playing classic rock and electric blues covers with minimal changes, but i want to more creative than that.
i stayed home again this weekend, 2 days with out getting dressed, thats right, i only got dressed this morning to take out the garbage and i wasnt happy about that. the only thing i did hygenically was brush my teeth, i feel disgusting yet free. i wanted to go to the gym at my condo today, but dreaded leaving the house, i fugure someone would probably want to talk to me, or look at me, or something else sociable.
dont get me wrong i go out sometimes, fuck i just now realized i blew off partying with a buddy this sunday fuck we were supposed to get fucked up. goddammit. that sucks. but man i was exhausted, sunday was the end of a 50 hour work week when ive been used to 30 hours every 2 weeks and i also got fucked up at band practice on saturday after a long day, i fucking hate my job. i was gonna go apply at another dealership today, but blew that off too casue i didnt want to leave the house. i feel really bad about blowing off andrew hes a fucking rad dude, he likes some punk, though he likes blind mellon too, fucking funny. we have the same kinda of sarcastic dry, offensive kinda sence of humor. i think we just both lack personalities, or whatever i dont fucking know.
today i think i found an easy way to play walk the line by johnny cash, on the guitar, yesterday i found a cooler way for me to play suzie q by creedence clear water revivial on my bass, a couple weeks a go i wrote a basic blues bass line for my band im really looking forward to writing this fall, im hoping to bring a more hard edge to the blues rock the other guys in the band want to play, for now weve been playing classic rock and electric blues covers with minimal changes, but i want to more creative than that.
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